I had a job interview last week. I haven’t been to a real job interview in a very long time.
Given the social insecurity I feel, I was pretty calm about it. I wore a nice outfit. I had everything organized. I wasn’t afraid or jittery.
I also didn’t pray. Why wouldn’t I? I have prayed for everything for a while now. I know God acts in my life. I have felt grace. But this time I didn’t tap into it.
I think the reason was that I didn’t want to ask God for this job. In my own self, I want it very badly. I have to be willing for anything to happen. I cannot place God in a box. I do have a lot of faith that the right thing will come along.
So, I just felt open, serene, trusting and calm.
It was a great place to be.